Toe Shoes are Worn Out

Daily Lesson:

Sometimes a Break in the Routine is a great idea. Clear the slate and take a step back to re-analyze before moving forward. Find your place in the moment.

Even as a 30 year old woman, I find I am still being told what to do. How is it so, that we spend our whole childhood being told exactly what to do and when - only to become an adult and still have that never ending gloomy cloud of "you should or need to do this" hanging over our adult asses. I find myself riddled and slightly annoyed. I need some breathing room - some time to ponder what I enjoy and what I am being told to enjoy.
What is it that I am happy most doing? I am not going A-wall or contemplating Anarchy but, just a little tired of the expectations that are held over my head. Don’t they know, expectations only lead to disappointment? I am giving myself permission to be free of others expectations and/or judgments. This is Me in raw form attempting to transition to be 100% authentic. Many think they are being their true self 24 hours a day but, I find that rare and hard to believe at this age anyway. I think the beauty in aging is the peace of mind that accompanies it. Having true established thoughts.
Many times I put others first, half heartily just to make them smile when inside I am straight faced. That does nobody any good. No more tippee-toeing around for me. My toe shoes are worn out. This is a positive change, others may see it differently but it is in my best interest for once.